27
Jul 10

Tokion, September 2010

Coco Young in hair & make up.

Shot Tokion last week. I can’t post any pictures here until the issue drops. The story is very strange – it was shot to resemble film stills…


27
Jul 10

Been a while…

It’s been a minute since I posted here. Been busy closing in on a television pitch, and slowly getting back to shooting editorial. Work posts seem boring these days, and regurgitating other news and current events feels played and time consuming. I do like posting pictures of H though. We’ve been spending a lot of time on the beach. (And, I still look as queer as always.)


14
Jul 10

Sofia Coppola’s “Somewhere”

I’m happy to see Steven Dorff used in such a way – this trailer feels as if Coppola’s directing of Dorff as a reflective character is maybe long overdue. Is he just getting older and settling into his real life with a new perspective, or is she just really wonderful with communicating ideas to others? I have no idea. It’s very possible all of these things are at play, and this movie trailer is a direct result of why I’m making note of it. In Somewhere, he seems accessible and normal, and I like that.


04
Jul 10

Happy 4th


20
Jun 10

Happy Father’s Day

This afternoon, Father’s Day, Henry rode his bike for the first time without training wheels – he even took them off by himself.

He was overjoyed. We were, too.


16
Jun 10

Offline.

We’re getting extremely close to finalizing the offline edit. It’s shaping up to be a strong piece.
Many thanks to Michael, Stacy, V and everyone else at Final Cut New York.
Looking forward to the next process over at The Mill.


12
Jun 10

The End of the Beginning: Soccer

This morning, Henry and his teammates toughed-out the final ‘soccer’ game of their first season – it was an emotional day for all the kids, the coaches, and of course us parents. A few of the boys fell apart at different times during the game, but they played their competitive hearts out.

Congrats to all the GWYSL players, and with so much pride, great job, Henry! We love you.


10
Jun 10

Brick By Brick: Andrea Keller

Andrea Keller in her hotel room, Rwanda. 2010

I know a lot of brilliant, strong and independent women – hell, I fathered a child with one of the worlds best. Another woman the world should be grateful for is Andrea Keller. Andrea was the reason for my being in Africa. Months ago, she asked if I wanted to go to Rwanda and see the sites of two building projects she was designing there. Naturally, I said yes, lets go.

A little back story: I met Andrea in LA in 2006. She was then part of a “collective” called Black-something-or-other, I forget. Doesn’t matter. For reasons I still have never understood, I was asked to be part of the team/cult. I enlisted. A (very) short time later, I asked a few practical prying questions and was immediately asked to “disengage”. Ok. Simple. I left Blakkbox. Yeah, they were called Blakkbox. But Andrea and I remained friends. In fact, she became a great friend, and as goes with friends, you learn about the things that make them great. Great, right? So, to make her blush a bit, (and to express my gratitude) here’s what I’ve learned since ’06.

[Is it weird to summarize a person as a list? Yes, indeed. But it's a new tool I've been using in my notes, so lets employee it here, for Andrea.]

1. A dedicated mother. Two kids. Names, not your business.
2. A seriously talented architect, practicing out of Los Angeles, with projects currently in New York, Los Angeles, San Francisco, Dubai and Rwanda.
3. A brilliant and intimidating teacher (USC & Otis).
4. Has one of the most severely complex minds I’ve ever encountered.
5. Can’t drive to save her life.
6. Speaks English, Swiss, Italian, French and Spanish.
7. Wears terribly inappropriate shoes for basically every occasion.
8. Travels the entire fucking globe, with so much unnecessary luggage, you can’t possibly imagine.
9. She never makes mistakes when sending text messages. Never. Not one typo. I hate that part about her.
10. The best part – she’ll show you all of the above, in under a minutes time, while being absolutely fucking hammered. Barley and hops, malt – bottled beer. Whatever. Keep ‘em coming.

She’s just a force. A woman you should be only lucky enough to one day meet. Until then, you can read her blog, a for anything.


05
Jun 10

Kigali, Rwanda (Two)

Ten Thousand Dollars Cash and Two Halves of Grapefruit, Rwanda. 2010

These images are from my last afternoon in Kigali. I went out looking to do a little shopping and maybe find some rougher neighborhoods. In downtown Kigali, you’ll see street vendors, fruit stands, billiard halls, beer bars, tailors, jewelers and street beggers. There are a lot of people on the streets shopping and trading goods, but most are just loitering. 

Everyone made sure I felt noticed. People would scream, “ay ay, tatouages.” I had no name, no identity — I was only known as Tatouages, which in French means Tattoo. Street after street, I roamed searching for pictures and gifts, and with every step, I was cat-called, groped, high-fived or flashed a “peace” sign.
These custom painted vans are everywhere! They all have “themes.” The one pictured above is an homage to Kanye West, but there were others I saw covered with painted gorillas, crack pipes, stereo speakers, marijuana leaves and rolled joints. They were beautiful and outrageous.
The most amazing thing about this picture is there are virtually no white people in Rwanda, but this is how they display and advertise their clothing.

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04
Jun 10

Ruhengeri, Rwanda


This paint-covered hand belongs to a man we spotted off the roadside to Ruhengeri. He was painting the walls to a newly built thatch hut. He wanted 1000 Shillings to photograph his hand. I generally refuse to pay for permission to photograph someone. I would rather not have the picture then pay for it. (I think this is a result of something deeply rooted in being simultaneously proud and ashamed of being American – but that’s an issue for a different post.)
After a strenuous debate about why the picture should be cost-free, my friend Andrea, who is more an adventurer than I (if you can believe that) decided I should just pay the man for the picture. To her credit, I think it turned out to be worth it.

Ruhengeri is about a two hour drive into the hills from Kigali on a dangerously pedestrian-populated road. It’s the same road that leads to the Congo, and is frequented by locals and tourists heading into the Gorilla parks. The only thing I could liken it to would be a skinnier and pothole riddled version of the PCH after a mass abandoning of cars. Once you arrive in Ruhengeri, you see in the distance is a great view of volcanos, on the Uganda border. I didn’t photograph any of this.

I definitely don’t have the chops to be a photojournalist. I care too much about the interaction amongst people – that’s not to say great photojournalists don’t care for the people they’re photographing, embroiled in life or death situations – I just couldn’t photograph someone being hurt or killed, or to put it more plainly, if someone says “no picture,” I’ll respect their wishes. Journalists amaze me. They seem so strong willed, unintentional and patient, all of which I am not. As a photographer, to counter my lacking these necessary attributes, I force myself to look for more abstract and personal moments. I’ll call them Glorified Photographic Tourist Documents.
The black & white photo of woman above was shot at a hill top resturant en route to Ruhengeri. I asked to photograph her and she immediately said “no.” It wasn’t until after I showed her some pictures on my Blackberry I had shot the day before, that she agreed.
This image is from the last bar we had a beer at in Ruhengeri. As you can see, not a very popular spot.
The following morning in Kigali yielded a brilliant sunrise.


31
May 10

Broken Gear: Avoided Disaster

When traveling, I always have a camera fixed to the left-front strap of my backpack by using a carabiner, which I hook through the buckle-end of the shoulder strap on the side of the camera. I don’t like having a camera bouncing around on the center of my chest while navigating unfamiliar cities. The need to act quickly is of course important, and immediate access to your gear is necessary, but avoiding the painful bruising at the risk of losing 10 seconds of time seems reasonable — reasonable, until your “alternative solution” sends your camera smashing to the ground and rolling down a drainage canal.

This afternoon, while exploring a neighborhood in Kigali, my camera, along with a flash (a very old, plastic encased Vivitar 285) mounted on top of the cameras hot shoe, was sent crashing to the ground as I was jumping over a large irrigation ditch. There was no way around it, only over it. As I landed, the camera strap connected to the carabiner gave way. (This is the second time in a month, I should have learned the first time.) To my horror, the flash snapped clean off the camera, and the two rolled in different directions of each other. Minus a bent lens hood and some minor scratches, the camera was intact and surprisingly turned on. The flash mount had snapped clean off and was still on top of the camera. Also to my amazement, the flash turned on. The issue now was, I have a full day of portraits to do in the countryside tomorrow, and my flash no longer attached to the camera. I packed extremely light for this trip, and am working alone. All I could think was, “fuck, now what, there isn’t anyone I can ask to hold the flash for me, and even if I had radio slaves, the flash no longer has a base mount?” I really dislike the quality of the cameras built-in flash, and hadn’t packed a second Vivitar.

I walked back to the hotel furious with myself, carrying the pieces of plastic in my hands. Once back in my room I began going through the small bag of grip I had packed.

- 1 Super Clamp
- 1 Clamp extension rod
- 1 Long Pin
- 2 Hot shoe/Sync slave accessory mounts
- 2 Flash-to-sync cords
- 4 Zip ties

After some 25 minutes of trying a few different configurations, this is the admittedly ugly and unorthodox rigging I’m forced to use for the rest of the trip. By the look of it, the mounting angle of the flash held by the Super Clamp would seem like a highly inefficient and uneven use of light, but after a few tests shots, has proved to be beautiful. The quality of light is great, if not better than mounting the flash conventionally atop the camera. We’ll see how efficient it really is once put to use tomorrow. In the meantime…tragedy averted.


31
May 10

Kigali, Rwanda (One)

It took us roughly 72 hours to get here from New York. But it’s beautiful and the people are extremely friendly. The city of Kigali isn’t terribly interesting from what I’ve seen so far. It’s feels relatively safe, is of course quite poor, and is unreasonably congested (except for Sundays). The Rwandan people are hard working, passionately Catholic, and obviously, as with most countries outside the United States, assume all Americans are entitled, filthy rich buffoons. (Some of the men I’ve spoken with also despise the arrogance of the French. Yes, these are generalizations, but not unfounded by any means.)

Before arriving, I was told Kigali is considered one of the cleanest cities in Africa. I’m astonished to be able to confirm this — the streets here are absolutely spotless – there is no trash on the roads. It’s not as cheap as I had expected it to be, the city is busy and bustling with new construction — it seems Rwanda is going through a largely significant period of growth. The infrastructure that was once destroyed as a result of the genocide, is being re-built. Proud reminders of South Africa’s hosting the World Cup are everywhere. And every company under the sun has incorporated a futbol theme into their advertising. Huge soccer balls appear in some form on every billboard.

Internet here is spotty at best, but I will continue to post images when I can. I’ve been having to download off cards to a external drive, re-size them on a laptop to fit on my Blackberry’s Mini SD card, and then attempt to post them from the phone. I’ve been shooting with a Canon7D – it’s the first time I’ve ever left New York without a proper film camera, and it makes me extremely uneasy at times. I keep telling myself I’ll grow to like it. I’m anxiously waiting for that moment.


30
May 10

Mombasa, Kenya

A desolate customs department, MOI Airport, Mombasa

First twenty-four hours in Africa have been by all accounts typical of traveling through Africa — With just one functional runway at Nairobi Int’l Airport, Virgin Atlantic Flight 18 was left stranded on the tarmac with two flat tires, thus forcing our Heathrow > Nairobi flight down in Kenya. (Thankfully) stuck in Mombasa for the day, I found the Indian Ocean to be bath warm at 83 degrees and extremely salty.

I could be anywhere on the planet, in any number of the most amazing places in the world, and yet still find myself inspired by the darker subjects moving around the globe, along side me.

This woman was on the flight from London to Nairobi. I approached her in the MOI airport after observing her obsessively shuffling through her bag, fixing and re-fixing her weave, touching up her make-up, cleaning her sunglasses — all this while smoking an endless pack of cigarettes. She seemed frighteningly restless. She looked high. After getting stuck in Mombasa for a full day, she resurfaced back at the airport to catch the same flight I was once again boarding en route to Nairobi. I never got her name.

Updated: 30 May 2010 – Arrived in Kigali, Rwanda


27
May 10

Africa

I will be traveling into Rwanda until the first week of June. If you need to reach me, email or text is best.
Please allow some time for a response.

All work related matters and bookings, please contact Patrick Casey at (212) 929-8611 or email patrick@margecasey.com


21
May 10

Nike Kills It


09
May 10

Happy Mothers Day

Megan (upstate), 2009

Henry with Toy Gun, 2010


08
May 10

Two Women and Other People

These were shot with (my very first camera), the Nikon FE2.

I just bought a Canon 7D. It’s still in my camera bag, and thankfully so. During this particular afternoon, the Nikon was dropped from my bike, twice. It still works perfectly. Had that happen with the 7D, I’d be out $2K.


08
May 10

A Moment Before 3:55pm

Self Portrait (while in therapy.) 2010


07
May 10

Oh, Comely

For nearly a decade, one of my favorite songs. Jeff Mangum, performing live, May 6, 2010


27
Apr 10

Ukrainian Parliamentarian Debate

The Times ran the image below this afternoon. It’s not very often I find journalistic photographs covering this type of story beautiful. Obviously the fight captured has much to do with making this interesting to view — but it looks to me to be choreographed perfectly.

[Sergei Supinksky/Agence France-Presse — Getty Images]

22
Mar 10

Polaroid of Henry: February 14

Polaroid on top of a Valentines Card, 2010 

Just came across this scan on my desktop while doing my monthly clean-up – been meaning to post this picture since February.


21
Mar 10

Three-Dimensional Chalk

Henry, March 2010 Crossing-over into delirium after a long day of obsessively awaiting the arrival of grown-ups to entertain him, Henry squirts his water gun into a chalk clown face while a wall holds him upright.


21
Mar 10

[Weekend via Blackberry]

MKY (Hand-Style), March 2010 Mikey put a beautiful piece up in Andrew’s kitchen, of which, I had the pleasure of seeing this weekend.

Red Hook, March 2010 A short ride to Red Hook will eventually yield access to a wall so large it could take days to finish.

Brooklyn Wedding, March 2010 A union was being photographed on Grand Street Saturday afternoon.


21
Mar 10

HRC: Tea Party Ignorance Has Left Me Speechless!

These (white) people personify racism and fear in America. The video in this post was produced by New Left Media. It’s by far, one of the scariest man-on-the-street style interview clips I’ve ever seen. Welcome to The Untied States of America Post-George W. Bush: A Return To Cultural Assassination

I’m constantly reading my news feeds, and consider myself as well informed as one can be (reading both Right and Left leaning news outlets and blogs), however still found myself having a hard time explaining The Tea Party Movement and the health care reform bill (HCR) during a barbecue Megan and I hosted this afternoon in our backyard. Tea Partiers are difficult to explain without revealing my own prejudices, and this afternoon, with friends crowded around me, I fumbled a few attempts at informative non-judgmental clarity. After realizing the information I was trying to relay wasn’t being issued properly using my own words (and complete understanding of the entire situation), I urged them to research on their own. I wish I hadn’t. I also wish I hadn’t found this video. I wish I hadn’t posted it here, too.

Pass this video around.


19
Mar 10

Surprise! (read: Surprise?)

This one is kinda self-explanatory. If you know his work, this should come as no surprise to you. If you’re in our business, this also should come as no shock to you. And, if you are in the photography, fashion and advertising business, and you are shocked, you likely work in the non-creative department of whatever company it is you work for. I’d even wager you’re at your desk right now, trying not to read this blog post, in the fucking dark, blindfolded.

All the self-obsessed, pica-suffering industry folk in the world would never dare cannibalize one of their own. Leave it to the New York media – let them find the story.

Click the images in the post, they are linked to their respective and highly entertaining/sad articles. Be sure to read the comments after each.



16
Mar 10

One Quarter Nude

Beatrice, 2010

I’m moving slowly on this project. I set out to shoot this book of digital nudes over a month ago, and I am taking my time, indeed. I realized, I may no longer be into the idea of the nude. Or at least, the totally nude.

It is a book of nudes, so naturally every subject I photograph ends up clothes free for the sitting. However, recently the final edit I come back with has been a shot from the (naked) shoulders, up. What does this mean? Am I beginning to feel that the success of an image which hopes to sincerely convey any one of the many forms of common and uncommon intimacies (and inadequacies) can be achieved by simply stripping someone bare and photographing none of it? Yes. I think I am. I’d say the sittings must continue to be conducted in the same manner in which they began – totally naked. And, the subjects must continue to be photographed clothes free. I mean, fifty percent of the final images selected represent someone completely naked, and I do like those pictures, too.



 Want to be photographed?  You can be! If you would like to be photographed for this project, please e-mail us a recent headshot along with your contact information. Men and women, all are welcome. You must be 18 or older to be considered.


14
Mar 10

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14
Mar 10

Editing Yourself: An Awful Experience.

Logging and transcribing A/V footage is truly no fun. Having to log tapes (yes, some tapes) of yourself, takes it from no fun to terrible. Maybe I just think I sound crazy and it creeps me out (that’s likely the case, but let’s pretend it’s something different for now) or maybe it’s because logging and transcribing every interview I’ve conducted thus far has already skeeved me out. It’s never the sound of anyones voice that gets to me – it’s more about what they’re saying in that voice, that makes me go, “eww.” Myself included.


18
Feb 10

Vinyasa.

During yoga this morning, our classes teacher told me that I was a natural yogi, in front of the entire class. My belly was hanging over my too-short shorts while my stump-legs shook with fatigue. Awesome.


14
Feb 10

Metaphorically Speaking…